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Life Hacker, a website I visit frequently, just had a review about a program called TextFlow which is designed to make collaboration a lot easier. I've not used it yet, but it sounds promising. Check out the article, and let me know how the program works if you try it out!

Blog Hiatus

Hey all-


sorry about the dearth of posts.. I think I'm going to take a blog-break until December. Throw me on RSS and check back then! I'll keep working on the Story posts as well as begin working systematically through the foundational thoughts and principles that went into making evergreen. 

Thanks!

I am loving this book

Few books hit me like water in the desert. But so far, this one is definitely like that. 

Barton has a way of talking about the realities of leading and pastoring that are both honest and transparent, and yet never lose sight of the solace and strength to be found by leaning in to the person of Jesus. 

From the back of the book:
""I'm tired of helping others enjoy God. I just want to enjoy God for myself." With this painful admission, Ruth Haley Barton invites us to an honest exploration of what happens when spiritual leaders lose track of their souls. Weaving together contemporary illustrations with penetrating insight from the life of Moses, Strengthening the Soul of Your Leadership explores topics such as responding to the dynamics of calling, facing the loneliness of leadership, leading from your authentic self, cultivating spiritual community, reenvisioning the promised land, discerning God's will together...

Each chapter includes a spiritual practice to ensure your soul gets the nourishment it needs. Forging and maintaining a life-giving connection with God is the best choice you can make for yourself and for those you lead. "

Highly recommended

The Perfect Video…

I love this. I can think of about 15 different tension points that regularly converge on this blog (Calvinism vs Arminianism, Crappy Christian Culture vs Quit Making Fun of Christians, Anything Having to DO With KJV ONLY Colleges, etc) that this video hits. Also, it's just really bad. 

Enjoy. And tell me what you think in the comments! :)


 


ht: Dustin Bagby 

Story… pt 5

In coming back to Portland, I was both coming home and leaving home. 


Burned out, spiritually adrift, lost in a number of ways, I was coming back to what was familiar- the last place that had been "home." But I was also leaving- dropping out of ministry, saying things like "If I never enter another evangelical church again, I'll be okay with that." I wasn't done with God (though I worried He might be done with me), but church was another issue altogether. 

I started the counseling program at Western reasoning I still needed to make a living and still desired to make a tangible difference vocationally... I really didn't know what else to do. 

I think in a lot of ways, that counseling program saved me. 

It was a time of learning new disciplines (which, by the way, I has missed by dropping from an MDiv program to an MA in theology) of sitting with people in their pain, listening, empathy and using tension rather than trying to dispel it- all things that I was sorely lacking in my pastoral toolbox and which kept me from being any kind of effective in ministry. 
But beyond that, in looking at the sickness of others I began to unpack more and more of my own, began to think diagnostically about why I did what I did- why did I do these things that caused myself (and others) pain? What unmet needs was I trying to get met in unhealthy ways? (For those who care, I really dig the psycho-dynamic orientation- it continues to inform my pastoral counseling. I think it's also much better suited to the idols/Gospel-focused counseling I try to do than say a more cognitive behavioral approach which most pastoral counseling seems to embrace.)

It was also a time of figuring out what was lacking in myself (both in my desire to make a difference for others and in what was driving my own behavior), of healing and growth. 

Of course, it wasn't long before I realized that it was hard for me to imagine a life not based around ministry- around counseling, yes- but also teaching and leading, and even more, around the Gospel. I began to make peace with not just myself, but the whole concept of Church as well...

Oddly enough, that happened at a ridiculously conservative church that regularly split, hurt people in grievous ways and ultimately helped lead us to starting Evergreen. 

to be cont'd

Emergent Homeschool

Blogheadertext If you read this blog, AND you homeschool, you should probably also be reading Debra's Emergent Homeschool blog. Really good, helpful stuff... 


Give it away…

Had a great couple hours yesterday talking with one of the pastors of the large church that helped launch Evergreen (by, uh, "releasing" me into ministry!) yesterday. 

It was an interview for a school project, and also a chance to catch up just a little...

2395291538_9615f68827 Good to talk about what's gone into the making of a community like evergreen and to have validated that yes, on many levels, it really is different. I think we forget that from the inside, or grow so used to it, it just begins to feel normal. But it really isn't- at least not when placed alongside most of American evangelicalism. I don't take pride in that, or consider what we're doing to be higher on the ecclesiological evolutionary chain- but I do take solace in the idea that fixing some of the things that have been bothering us Church often begins simply with starting new things- that blank slate approach without the baggage of denomination or corporate culture can be incredibly freeing. Yes, we'll make our own mistakes that the next generation will need to correct- but... 

One of the things that came out of the conversation for me (ah... verbal processing) is the idea that Jesus' call to find our lives by losing them isn't just an individual call, but a corporate one as well. 

As we started Evergreen, we made the decision within the first couple of months to begin supporting another church in town financially and to not so much teach tithing, but demonstrate giving by doing it corporately, starting at giving 10% of what came in to the community and then raising that percentage as giving grew. (We're at 12% now and for 2009 are hoping to get that up to at least 13% and hopefully more like 14 or 15%) 
It was personally threatening to me as the "paid staff" of a new church plant who had NO idea what offerings would shake out to be to lead into that- but something told me it was the way to go- that in the long run, if we set the precedent of being a giving community, of giving ourselves and resources away, that would bring a lot of good things back in the future... and it was just the right thing to do. 

There are a lot of aging churches, maybe property and facility rich but increasingly people poor, who are wondering "How do we save this thing? How do we keep it going?" And if I understand Jesus rightly, that's probably the wrong question- and counterproductive in the long-run. The question should be "How can we give away and use what we have for the good of all those around us, whether they know Jesus or not?" 

So many of these churches have facilities that could be used by the community, equipment tucked away in closets that new churches, or local schools or community organizations could really use, land that could be used for community gardens, playgrounds, prayer gardens... We charge "non-members" large amounts to use the facility for weddings and receptions, we post signs and lock the doors and gates during "off hours," big churches build gyms on their campuses, restrict them to "members-only" and all the while we bemoan the fact that the church is no longer at the center of civic life. Well...  

The call of Jesus to find our lives by losing them is a call the church in America needs to hear. We're so worried about why the next generation isn't showing up, about declining influence and shrinking offerings and attendance that we've forgotten that our call isn't to build something, but to give it away. We've become so concerned about our legacy and leaving something behind we've switched into accumulation and maintenance mode, unwilling to use what God has given us for anything that doesn't directly benefit the institution, unwilling to give people away to new churches in the same town, unwilling to let go, not realizing that this is precisely the reason it's all slipping away. The counter-intuitive call of Jesus to let go, give it up for the sake of others and the Kingdom is the way forward. 

It's easy to say that when the stakes are small, I know. When it involves sending a couple here or there, or when you don't actually have a building with a big mortgage or a payroll with a hundred people in it. I hope as evergreen grows we continue to lean into this piece of our DNA and history that says the way to gain is to give and the real way to win for the Kingdom is to lose ourselves. 

If I didn’t know better…

I'd swear this was a joke. 


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http://www.newdimensions.us/

Armed guards at church gatherings

I know I'll get flamed for this... but this kind of anticipating meeting violence with violence creates a false sense of security an subtly negates the Gospel by substituting... well, you tell me:


""We live in a sinful world and people do crazy and irrational things," said Davis, a member of the Highview Baptist Church in Louisville, Kentucky.

Highview, like a number of other churches nationwide, has a volunteer security force consisting of at least one armed guard during any given worship service.  See where some recent deadly church shootings occurred »

"I'm much more comfortable knowing they're there if needed rather than just hoping for the best," Davis said.

Highview also has a medical team on the grounds during weekend services, when thousands of people pass through its doors.

Every member of the security team, from ushers to medics and armed guards, receives some kind of training related to their post, be it conflict management or anti-terrorism tactics.

"We realized that, as the largest Baptist church in Kentucky, we'd be a little naïve to think something would never happen to us," said Highview Pastor Randy Record, who is also a police officer. "We're catching up in an era of terrorism and a church is no different."

Many Highview worshippers say they are comforted by the fact that there is a focus on security.

"There are no safe places anymore. Something could happen to me in church just as easily as at home or in the grocery store," said Sheri Mock. "But I don't worry, because I feel secure in church with the program they have."

Do you see it?

from here